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Date: Wednesday, December 23, 2009 Time: 4:42 PM Chasing dreams
It's the saddest when those people have hope and dreams for after tomorrow's mission but yet you know that they are not going to survive tomorrow. It's just heartbreaking to know that nothing they dream or wish for can ever come true for them. They don't even know what their mission is for and all they want to defend is because of some very naive reasons, and that's even sadder. Even the bad guy has dreams, he just want to 报效国家 and yet even though he knew the person in the carriage isn't Sun Wen, he just thought that by killing the guy in the carriage(supposedly to be Sun Wen) he would do what he finally has dreamed to do. It's like all he wanted to do was that simple and even though he killed the wrong person, in his heart he thinks he has made his wish come true. 阿四's death was what really made me cried the worst because all he wanted to do is to make his boss happy and protect the young master. He even thought of marriage after the mission but everything just didn't go his way. His naivety was what made me cry. When the young master smiled in the carriage, it's also very sad, because all he dreamed was to see that China change and take part in it, he had did it and I guess he was happy but yet he didn't survive to see the change. Everyone's death was very sad, because they died for a reason, for whoever they want to protect, for someone and for their dreams. They did it without anyone assuring them that their dreams will come true but still they did it wholeheartedly. It's really heartbreaking ): I would love to watch it again, but I know, I will just keep crying everytime I see each time, no matter how many times I will watch... |
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Date: Monday, December 21, 2009 Time: 9:11 PM Crave for more
It's a lovely white and rainbow-y billabong pencil case! It's very nice, and some sort perfect for me since it has white surface, with pink base and rainbow words! I'm so going to buy it! :D Tonight will be awesome, making tang yuan! Haha, I always love tonight because it's super duper fun to make tang yuan and also I love tang yuan to the max! (: My stupid brother keep watching korean shows and he is now watching a new one. I think I'm going to watch it too! It looks stupid and funny too. Lol (: |
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Date: Sunday, December 20, 2009 Time: 11:55 PM I should have done that
Talking about cats, reminds me of the black little furry mouse I saw at the staircase. It was tiny, body's about slightly longer than my pinky? Then tail super long. It was so cute! Like that type of cartoon inside one, it has big round watery eyes and looked a little scared, cuddled itself in a corner and look so furry and adorable! Heh. Anyway, I love Momo Love! Although Cyndi and Jiro are weird together, kind of disgusting and Jiro is weird being cool and quiet. I think it's quite a sweet and touching show! Stupid at times, but awesome. Hai Pai Tian Xin is funny, stupid, lame, idiotic, sweet and fantastic too! (: Dramas are awesome, they have the ability to attract you to keep watching them non stop. And! I seem to fantasize on love after watching, and that's when Jocelyn finds me very weird, because she says it was she who is supposed to do all the fantasizing and me getting her back to reality. Lol! Christmas gifts are headaches ): I don't know people's budget, scared buy too cheap and etc. Sigh. This year is ending soon, time seemed to pass so fast! |
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Date: Saturday, December 19, 2009 Time: 2:46 PM Let the good replace the bad
I hope that my Dad will be happy enough to let me out on Tuesday to go out! He's quite satisfied, because I got award to take :D But I am still very worried for my O's results, I mean, afterall, that's all that matters right? Sigh... ): If only I have worked, I won't have nothing to do and that I could even buy things I like! That will be so blissful! (: Anyway, I want to save money to buy a camera! :D |
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Date: Friday, December 11, 2009 Time: 7:31 AM One of the first!
Anyway, yesterday was soooo fun! I get to paint! Not the art type but the other type! Haha, it's the first time I did this because last time when painting house, I was too young and will just get called to sit on chairs and wait. Sometimes I a bit itchy hands will anyhow touch then die, got paint, end up will go wash and act like I didn't touch and when they find got handprints, they will start asking who did it. Then I end up will get caught because normal soap can't get paint off. Thinking back, it's kind of stupid. Lol. Back to yesterday AFTERNOON, with the blazing hot Sun and everything. We went to paint the gate, white! (: After painting the first coat, second coat is for Uncle, the pro to do. Using Tinner, Taffin, Turpentine (I don't know what, everyone tells me differently) to rub off the paints off my hands, my hands instantly turned rough. Lol, it's kind of gross and I had paint all in my hair. Heh, but I guess it's ultimate fun! (: Later at 11+ I think? Going to move some things, I'm so lazy to do that, I'd rather paint more (: Heh, I will wait for painting of walls so I can use rollers and not brush! :D |
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Date: Tuesday, December 8, 2009 Time: 11:17 PM I don't want to not know you
Although we couldn't really find anything to do and end up watching movie, it's still a nice day. Couples retreat was meaningful, about marriages and how couples should work things out together, by themselves and everything. It's a pretty interesting although there was some gross but yet funny parts. C: Eh, just now that girl at the counter didn't ask to check our IC leh! J: I guess we just look 16! C: LOL Hope to meet up with you soon! And, and, I will find something more expensive than Haagen Das. Lol! (: Yesterday was such a tearful day out. I met JiaYi early in the morning and watched Gokusen, although it was a comedy, it made me cry about 2 to 3 times? Oh yeah, there was only 4 people, including us in the theatre, which is awkward because there are some really hilarious parts and I didn't dare to laugh initially because only I found it funny == But end up I think I did, after a while, I just didn't care anymore. Then my brother treated me to Mulan! Omg, it was so fabulous! I totally love it although there are some really ridiculous parts especially so when there isn't a happy ending with Mulan and WenTai being together but overall, it's a wonderful movie. My brother was irritating, when WenTai cuts himself to feed Mulan with his blood due to lack of water, my brother said "Vampire leh!" Lol, it kills the atmosphere! And this movie, made me cry more, about 4 to 5 times? And then, yeah, we went to somewhere after that. When you are feeling hurt and sad because of someone, Actually, that someone feels even more terrible than you are. |
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Date: Saturday, December 5, 2009 Time: 10:23 AM Just a make-over
Anyway, sister and dad is overseas and MapleStory is boring me because sister's not here to play with me. I've been so bored being stuck at home and praying hard that Jocelyn can go out on Sunday with me. If not, I might as well rot at home totally. To think that we thought that after O Levels, everything will be fine and we'll keep going out, having fun and I'm that stupid to not think of people having jobs and my dad who don't let me out. I think I can totally live in USA now, and totally not having any jet lag because the reason you see me so early here is that I have not slept and I'm just started to get sleepy. I have such an abnormal sleeping time. I sleeps at 9/10am and wakes at 5/6pm. This is crap, holidays are always crappy sleeping timings for me. Anyway, so far, Gossip Girl and Hai Pai Tian Xin is keeping me occupied. And I'm hooked on Gossip Girl! All thanks to Jocelyn. Haha. I need to get somethings and if I'm desperate, I might even ask my brother bring me out. But considering the fact that we are siblings and we have the same trait of being lazy until not even wanting to move, I doubt he would bring me there. And, by the time I woke, it would be time for dinner. Lol. Bye (: |